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are going to receive a series of lessons that you will never forget. What has happened so far is only a beginning.'

I had to suffer that treatment for the best part of half an hour during which time I was also the subject of abuse. And then I was released and told that my punishment would be resumed in an hour. I had to go to my room naked. Even the women's underwear had been taken from me,

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ADAMS

From rather enjoying being dominated by my aunt I now began to think of escaping. Things had gone too far and there seemed no way back to my former relationship with her or the role she had decided for me in her house.

But my own clothes had been taken away as well as the bra, suspender-belt and stockings I had been wearing. There seemed to be absolutely no

escape.

I sat regretting my stupidity. I had known al ready that if I tried to go against anything my aunt disagreed with she would punish me.What I had done was far worse than thisit was an outrage and of course it had come as a shock at a time when she thought I was virtually cured of my male 'chauvinism'.

After much reflection I made up my mind to try to get her to forgive me and let me make a fresh start. It would not be easy but the situation I was in at that moment was intolerable.

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